Saturday, December 20, 2014

When Choosing Mr. Right

There are rumors that my sleazy ex boyfriend is getting dumped which serves him right. Today I'm going to be talking about guys. Yes, this is very surprising. Realized that there is no perfect guys in high school. I also have some experience with college guys, and let me just say that they aren't all that great either. I talked to this one guy who told me that is was totally reasonable that I was dumped because I accept homosexual marriage. How is this reasonable? Listened to sophomore boys talk about poop which was rather disturbing. Guys always blame girls for fishing for compliments when they are equally as guilty! I'm going out with this one guy who talks about all the nice stuff he does for girls. How about shutting up and actually carrying out your plans?
I'm also seeing 2 college students at the moment. 1 seems like a total fruitcake. Do guys usually tell you they're in love with your hair? Everything he says is a compliment. He wants to take me star gazing in his pickup. Can't get any more Tumble than that right there. He's also only 5 foot 6. Guess I'm leaving the heels at home. Going out to my favorite restaurant with him tomorrow. Praying everything goes well.
I have a date tonight with the other college boy. Although I'm not totally sure it's a date. He thinks I am too young for him which is hilarious because my IQ could eat the average college students' IQ for breakfast. Okay, so not really, but I am highly intelligent. He and I are going out to a concert tonight. No dinner though which irritates me slightly but I guess he's really trying to hammer in the whole "just friends" thing which is rather fine with me since I'm seeing 2 other guys right now.
Was just on TV so guess I'm doing pretty well for myself. One day I'll find someone who isn't intimidated by my brains, thinks that I'm beautiful, and doesn't act like a submissive puppy.
I am still in love with my ex. I know it's dumb since he broke my heart and he still doesn't want me back, but I never shut up about him. I'm always looking at him. Those dumb blue eyes of his, that red hair, those pink lips. I hate him for hurting me, but I guess we'll always want we cannot have. How do married couples work? Do they actually love each other or did they settle because they couldn't reach perfection? Will we all just end up settling for someone. In the end do betterflies really matter or should we really be searching for someone to care for us and treat us well. Someone who will take care of us when we're sick and keep us warm in bed at night. Are butterflies just stress sickness? Can there be love without that awkward turning sensation in our stomachs? Should we be searching for compatibility or for weak knees?
Your Love Sick Teenage Partner in Crime,
Shae Vin

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